frustrated!!!

I'm generally just frustrated with life right now. Its bad because I loose my temper pretty often and get pissed off a lot. Mostly I'm frustrated with my financial  situation. I hate living from one pay cheque to the next, it drives me mad. I'm probably in the worst financial situation I've ever been in, in my entire life. Although on the flip side I have just payed off my £3000 student over draft. So at least that is pretty much sorted bar a couple of hundred pounds. The thing is, is that I'm not really getting enough hours at work so can't afford to do that much on my time off and that means I have plenty of time to think about how bored I am.

This problem could be solved pretty easily, I could get a job on a farm or even sell an organ. Neither of these things I fancy doing to be honest. I realize that at some point I probably will have to work on a farm as I wont have saved enough to travel or get to New Zealand, but right now I'm not prepared to give up life as I know it. From all accounts you don't have much of a life when your farming, just a healthy bank balance. Right now I think I'd be happier with a little bit of a life and a miserable bank balance.

Not really sure what the point of this blog post is, just me having a jolly old rant... this is nothing compared to the rant my poor old mother received in an email the other day! I guess 'suck it up buttercup' would be a perfect phrase for this moment. I need to stop moaning and get on with it. Or do more to find a second job. That just reminded me of something, a guy once told me he had almost 7 jobs before he found the right one... but he eventually did land on his feet. Its all just trial and error... still going through the trial stage right now for me. Maybe on the next work schedule I may have a few extra hours. We shall see.

One more thing. I want my best friend!!! Miss here so much. Katie, wish I could just teleport you here!

Katie and I in lake Powell, such an awesome time!